Unpost letter to Appa:)

I'm still in the lab, having a short break while enjoying a cup of coffee. Too tired ( a lot of work today, still have dozens more). I'm too into the mood of writing. Father's Day is just around the corner, to be precise; 3 days more. I got no idea what to get for him as gift. I feel i'm going to tribute this blog for him although he is not going to read it anyway.
Appa is not internet friendly person... haa.haa.haaa...:).

Appa,
I really love u so much. Sometimes i am so proud tht i belongs to u. U are so different from my friend's father. The way u take care of me is very special. This make me to be a very obedient daughter. U hav been so good to me until i feel tht no one in this world can treat me like how u do. U are very special person, paa.

U are man behind my success. I still remember, it was PMR result. U was so happy tht i scored well. At tht time, amma questioned u, what would u do if your daughter wants to go oversea to pursuit her studies, do u have enough savings? I looked at u eagerly for reply. U smile at me widely and say u would sell off ur kidney for me. All of us burst into laugh. I laughed loud until tears drop. Paa, actually my tears dropped not because of ur joke but i felt touch. I sensed your divine love towards me. Although this happen 10 years ago, but it still fresh in my memory. Even my tears is falling down while i'm writing this blog. Hmmmm.... ok i hope can control the emotions ( hope my labmates doesn't sense tht the girl in labcoat is wiping her tears in her labcoat).

Appa, u are a simple person. When other fathers buy luxurious things for their daughter, u thought me how to safe money and know the value of money. U didn't provide all the expensive stuff for me..but u showered me with all your love. I feel your love is more valuable than this material things. Things may disappear in time but not your love paa. Your love and blessing will be with me forever.

I'm very proud to say that i'm a daughter of a bus driver. I really admire the way U brought up ur children. U try your best to provide us everything from your little salary. I salute you, Paa.
I love the way u always celebrate my birthday. It was when i was in Form 5, U didn't wish me at sharp 12am. I was like other pupil, get into the bus at 7.10am for school. Suddenly u turned back and pass me a plastic bag. It contained my favorite Cadbury chocolate and a tin of FOX sweet. U forced me to go around in the bus to pass the sweets to other pupils. I was so shy. I can never forget to way u promote my Birthday to rest of the school bus passenger. U request them to sing Birthday song for me in the bus. Paa, U are so cute. U always forget that i'm getting old.

Oshh....time is passing very fast when i'm writing about you, Paa. It is like nostaligia. I hope i can continue writing about U, but so sad. My resting period is over. Work load a lott.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mhVnsP7qcQ (PLs click this..:))

Love u, Paa.

Yours 25 years old baby,
REVATHEE:)

Laughter the best medicine..:)

Physics Teacher: Isaac Newton was sitting under a tree when an apple fell on his head and he discovered gravity. Isn’t that wonderful?

Student: Yes sir, if he had been sitting in class looking at books like us, he wouldn’t have discovered anything.

Two factory workers are talking.
Woman: I can make the boss give me the day off.

Man: And how would you do that?

Woman: “Just wait and see.” She then hangs upside-down from the ceiling. Boss comes in: What are you doing?

Woman: I’m a light bulb.

Boss: You’ve been working so much that you’ve gone crazy. I think you need to take the day off.
The man starts to follow her and the boss says: Where are you going? The man says: I’m going home, too. I can’t work in the dark.

A man is talking to God.
The man: God, how long is a million years?

God: To me, it’s about a minute.

The man: God, how much is a million dollars?

God: To me it’s a penny.

The man: God, may I have a penny?God: Wait a minute.

A little girl came home from school and said to her mother, “Mommy, today in school I was punished for something that I didn’t do.”The mother exclaimed, “But that’s terrible! I’m going to have a talk with your teacher about this … by the way, what was it that you didn’t do?”
The little girl replied, “My homework.”

The students were lined up in the cafeteria for lunch. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples. The nun made a note, and posted on the apple tray: “Take only ONE. God is watching.”
Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table was a large pile of chocolate chip cookies. A child had written a note, “Take all you want. God is watching the apples.”

Teacher: Why are you late, Joseph?

Joseph: Because of a sign down the road.

Teacher: What does a sign have to do with your being late?

Joseph: The sign said, “School Ahead, Go Slow!”

The teacher of the earth science class was lecturing on map reading.
After explaining about latitude, longitude, degrees and minutes the teacher asked, “Suppose I asked you to meet me for lunch at 23 degrees, 4 minutes north latitude and 45 degrees, 15 minutes east longitude…?”
After a confused silence, a voice volunteered, “I guess you’d be eating alone.”

“Isn’t the principal a dummy!” said a boy to a girl.“Well, do you know who I am?” asked the girl.“No.” replied the boy.“I’m the principal’s daughter.” said the girl.“And do you know who I am?” asked the boy.“No,” she replied.“Thank goodness!” said the boy with a sign of relief.

Teacher asked George: how can you prove the earth is round?

George replied: I can’t. Besides, I never said it was.

When u meet failure, it doesn't mean God is punishing u... but he is trying to mould to realise him and pull u close..

So long i did not write blogs. But i make a point to write this time, this is the only tool i use to let go my stress and disappointment. I don't care whether people r going to read or not, but the most important thing is i feel better aft writing it.. Hee..hee.heee:)

Recently, things are not happening according to wat i hv plan. Although many says, this is wat people call research all about. I still couldn't take it.

I'm putting blame on myself wen things r not happening acording wat hv planned. The truth is i don't hv much time. I need to hv result on my experiment.

At many times, i try to think positive, but certain time i am down too. One thing for sure, all this hard time is making me to be a more strong person. Oh God!! Pls show compassion on me.

'Once' is life's responsibility. To make it 'Always' is man's responsibility.

Once I heard, “If I have to ask 'why me' for all my troubles, then shouldn't I also be asking 'why me' for all my blessings. If the focus is on the shadow, then you are missing the sunshine. Either you are seeing the stars, or the mud. No denying the thorns, but don't miss the roses.” Ever since, I have only counted my blessings and with that strength faced my troubles. In fact, ever since, even troubles seem to be the doors to what eventually turns out to be a blessing. I can't expect somebody to keep on reminding me, every time I face a trouble, 'Hey, your life is a blessing’.
I do need a force outside of me to cause the realisation. But then, it is up to me to either let the realisation pass by me as a fleeting 'Wow!' moment, or live an 'ever since transformed life' based on that realisation. Christ and Krishna cannot keep on keeping up with us. Messengers come once. Messages have to live through us always.
The secret is to make a once-realisation, an always-realisation.
(source from Frozen thought)

A story of My friend.....

She is a very beatiful girl. Fair skin, small size, cute mole on her lips and easily to say, a very princess type of a girl. She was brought up by a very loving family. A loving mother, a caring father and a younger brother who willing to buy her anything in this world. Her home is her heaven, her family is her world. She had grown up in lovely situation, where she is been pampered and protected.



When she reached 20 years old, she fall in love with a guy. The guy is a proffesional and he is 8 years elder than her. Can u imagine.... 8 years elder. After a taugh time, she manage to get married to him. They were couples for 4 years before their wedding. Their dating life is very different from any other ordinary couples. They never go out, they never hold hands, they never kiss, they even never celebrate any special days such as Birthdays, Valentine or Deepavalli.



In this 4 years, she had only able to chat through phone. Maybe face to face communication in her house infront of her mother( i know this sound weird but this is what happen in her life). The guy will visit her in her house maybe 3 months once. Actually there were a lot of oppurtunity he can use to meet to her often but....... donno why, things doesn't occur has what it should be. He even did not attend her 21 st birthday party.



But my friend was too in love that she did not realise the default at all. Maybe this is what people say " Love is blind". After all she sacrifice everything for him, actually he is not worth at all. He is not handsome, he look old, fat and the worst he is stingy. He had never give any gift for her, not even on her birthday.



The wedding preparation was done in rush. In 3 month, the whole wedding preparation take place, both the engagement and wedding ( can u believe this... normally people will take at least 1 year to plan for their wedding). They fight for almost every little thing... from engagement ring to invitation cards. They fight and fight and fight. The situation was so tensed until... my friend plan to broke up after 1 week of engagement, both the family had to sit together and involved in their problem.



The story doesn't stop there.... the guy managed to convince her and they finally get marry. My friend was in a situation where she had to quit her postgraduate studies. She make the sacrification. She is a good student, she handle a project on Astma disease and her poor proffesor had spend around RM 250000 to buy a special equipment for the project. My proffesor was very down with her decision. My friend also got offer from Singapore to attend workshop. A bright future waits for her in carear but my friend ignore all of them. She choose to live with him and be a housewife.

After all this issue, do u think she is happy now???????? Life is not easy, sometimes it is not worth of thinking too much. Just do what we feel like doing, don''t stop urself for others.

Life Sucks>>>>

Sometimes...... i can feel that my life is very out of control. At a second, i feel like a hero...the next moment i feel like a zero..... ..
I always plan things... but end up disaster.. I just wish i can control my life fully. So long i life is on a dark side, i fed up ready. I want to have a good sleep,, a long laugh,,, a good meal..... aahhhhhh!!!!!!!

The Brick.......

A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting, 'What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?' The young boy was apologetic. 'Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do,' He pleaded. 'I threw the brick because no one else would stop...' With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car. 'It's my brother, 'he said 'He rolled off the curb and fell out of his wheelchair and I can't lift him up.' Now sobbing, the boy asked the stunned executive, 'Would you please help me get him back into his wheelchair? He's hurt and he's too heavy for me.' Moved beyond words, the driver tried to swallow the rapidly swelling lump in his throat.. He hurriedly lifted the handicapped boy back into the wheelchair, then took out a linen handkerchief and dabbed at the fresh scrapes and cuts. A quick look told him everything was going to be okay. 'Thank you and may God bless you,' the grateful child told the stranger. Too shook up for words, the man simply watched the boy! push his wheelchair-bound brother down the sidewalk toward their home.. It was a long, slow walk back to the Jaguar. The damage was very noticeable, but the driver never bothered to repair the dented side door. He kept the dent there to remind him of this message: 'Don't go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!' God whispers in our souls and speaks to our hearts. Sometimes when we don't have time to listen, He has to throw a brick at us. It's our choice to listen or not.