I made a mistake!! I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. But what has been done is done, nothing can change it :(
I never thought i can show hate, up to this level. How could i behave like a beast? I was too carried away with anger until my brain lost its function. All this while, i thought i'm a calm person, but this incident proves me wrong. Hmmm.... i feeling very sorry now.
"When we love a person and hope all the best things to happen for them, we really cares for them actually. So when the other party make mistake, we cann't bare it. We become so emotionally imbalanced. The worst is you try to keep to yourself, then small things starts to accumulate and one fine day (especially when you are in bad mood) you just explode to maximum. You behave like insane and talk sarcastically."
This is what happen to me too. I'm just a normal human being. Is it my fault to except my loved ones to be safe and happy?This is what people say..EXPECTATION LEADS TO DISAPPOINTMENT!!!!
Although there were many teary moment involved, i still appreciate the lesson. The lesson tht i learn will make me stronger. My sincere thanks to Lord for such an experienced. I realized the true meaning of Divine Love. And i promise tht i will never ever repeat this mistake again. Another lesson tht i learn is " Don't interfere in others life, you hv no rites, no matter how much you love them or care for them, let them manage". If you really love them, the only wise thing you do is pray for them, show love. Unconditional love means, no matter what happen you still love them, good or bad, you still show love. ( My mistake was, i show my love... but at the same time i show my anger when thing doesn't happen in a best way...this is for sure not divine love).
Why i can think so rationally now, but didn't think  like this before? Hmm.... experience teach everythings.
I realized tht  God should be very loving person...His love towards us is purely Divine Love..he still loves us although we let him down so many times. Sometimes we complain more than appreciate things tht happen to us. Who am I to show anger,When the Almighty is still continuously showering His love to all mankind no matter what we did. God's love is Divine Love. I'm sorry.