I LOVE U....................................

When U Were 15 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U...
U Blushed.. U Look Down And Smile..

When U Were 20 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U...
U Put Ur Head On My Shoulder And Hold My Hand...
Afraid That I Might Disappear...

When U Were 25 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U...
U Prepare Breakfast And Serve It In Front Of Me,
And Kiss My Forhead
N Said :"U Better Be Quick, Is's Gonna Be Late.."

When U Were 30 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U...
U Said: "If U Really Love Me, Please Come Back Early After Work.."

When U Were 40 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U...
U Were Cleaning The Dining Table And Said: "Ok Dear,
But It's Time For
U To Help Our Child With His/Her Revision.."

When U Were 50 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U..
U Were Knitting And U Laugh At Me...

When U Were 60 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U...
U Smile At Me..

When U Were 70 Yrs Old. I Said I Love U...
We Sitting On The Rocking Chair With Our Glasses On..
I'M Reading Your Love Letter That U Sent To Me 50 Yrs Ago..
With Our Hand Crossing Together..

When U Were 80 Yrs Old, U Said U Love Me!
I Didn't Say Anything But Cried...

That Day Must Be The Happiest Day Of My Life!
Because U Said U Love Me !!!
**Please Appreciate Your Loved Ones.. Say "I Love You"
To Them When U Have The Chance Now !!!**

PS: Dear hubby, I'm not sure when I'll meet u..but i would like to inform u in advance that i wish our love story to end up like this....Yes, i don't know the beginning of our precious love story yet..but still let us both hope for happy ending.I hope to hear those words from you when I'm on my last stage of life...Ur companion can overcome my fear of death...

With lots of love and care,

Your beloved Revathee... 

 

Happy Teacher's Day:)

Hmmm...this is a very old blog. It has been in my draft for a very long time. This blog is in conjunction with 16 Mei which is Teacher's Day.

""" Teacher's day...!!! What got to do with you, Reva??""" I can sense tht question from my faithful blog readers. Well, i'm a tuition teacher as well. Part time job....he he he he...:)

I enjoy my classes...... love the kids. They make me to laugh a lot. Their creative thinking and spontaneous conversation really make my day ( maybe i love kids....but trust me..all my students are jokers). These days students are so different from those days. I and my students share a very special bonds.They treat me more like an elder sister. They share a lot of stories with me...well.. including their love stories. Ha ha ha...... One of my student is just 13 years old, he told me that he got a new girlfriend..... when i ask  what happen to the past girl friend,..." Ayoo teacher, so boring la, with the same girl for long time... this girl is more pretty la..teacher", this is his answer to my question. Young puppy love i guess...

Anyway.....this year teacher's day is good for me. Really appreciate all the loves and gifts. Hoping tht all my student can score good result for their exams.

Crazy part of ME....

Friday, i was as usual on a happy mood. Excited to go back home. Missed badly my own bed...and of course my mum's cooking. Slurp.......... delicious!!!

3.30 pm: Hmmm....wat is time now? why is the    time moving so slow....?

4.30 pm: Still not yet times up to leave... :((

5.30 pm: Yeah!! Bingo!! Bye everyone...

6.30 pm: Rain cause bad traffic in Malaysia.All cars moves so slow. Worst are the female drivers, donno y need to put double signal.

8.00 pm: Put up a fight with amma..( i must be crazy...)

Friday 8.00pm- Monday 8.30 am- switch to angry mode. It means, my smile turns sour.....hardly speak to anyone, gets irritate for everything.....I was angry, for the reason.. i donno!!!

 Feel so bad now. I seriously donno what had happen to me. I'm not the person who can put up a fight, all this while, i'm the great loser, i thought i cann't fight but this weekend i discovered.... a new talent in me.....

After all this great show, I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT IS THE REASON FOR THE BAD MOOD...

I made a mistake!! I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. But what has been done is done, nothing can change it :(
I never thought i can show hate, up to this level. How could i behave like a beast? I was too carried away with anger until my brain lost its function. All this while, i thought i'm a calm person, but this incident proves me wrong. Hmmm.... i feeling very sorry now.
"When we love a person and hope all the best things to happen for them, we really cares for them actually. So when the other party make mistake, we cann't bare it. We become so emotionally imbalanced. The worst is you try to keep to yourself, then small things starts to accumulate and one fine day (especially when you are in bad mood) you just explode to maximum. You behave like insane and talk sarcastically."
This is what happen to me too. I'm just a normal human being. Is it my fault to except my loved ones to be safe and happy?This is what people say..EXPECTATION LEADS TO DISAPPOINTMENT!!!!
Although there were many teary moment involved, i still appreciate the lesson. The lesson tht i learn will make me stronger. My sincere thanks to Lord for such an experienced. I realized the true meaning of Divine Love. And i promise tht i will never ever repeat this mistake again. Another lesson tht i learn is " Don't interfere in others life, you hv no rites, no matter how much you love them or care for them, let them manage". If you really love them, the only wise thing you do is pray for them, show love. Unconditional love means, no matter what happen you still love them, good or bad, you still show love. ( My mistake was, i show my love... but at the same time i show my anger when thing doesn't happen in a best way...this is for sure not divine love).
Why i can think so rationally now, but didn't think  like this before? Hmm.... experience teach everythings.
I realized tht  God should be very loving person...His love towards us is purely Divine Love..he still loves us although we let him down so many times. Sometimes we complain more than appreciate things tht happen to us. Who am I to show anger,When the Almighty is still continuously showering His love to all mankind no matter what we did. God's love is Divine Love. I'm sorry.

Happy New Year:)

It is 30th Dec 2010 today. In 2 more days, i will step into a new year.  Hope it will be a very prosperous year for me.:) I am not prepared for it, but somehow... time are flying. Few things tht i wish to settle before starting a new year..

• Organize my diary... update it!!!
• Prepare a new goal setting
• Plan my finance.. ( i'm very weak in it)
• Get a new dream journal.
• Analyze my weakness and strength
• Get a list of things tht really really make me happy and sad
• Welcome note for year 2011

Life is too short for worrying for no reason. My life is my life.... Pls let me live my life... My future is in my hand, let me strike for sucess.
 

Santa Claus...Ho hO Ho....

Merry Christmas.... to everyone:) I am so much into the festive season now. Just loves the shopping complexes.... Beautifully decorated Christmas tree... sales everywhere.....Santa Claus dress on display..... and most importantly...GIFT. 

Santa!! how can we forgets him? Fat grandpa..with huge belly and long white beards...Always with his red uniforms... Ho..Ho...Ho..:) He makes  me to realize tht LOVE is just not about receiving, It is about giving too. The pleasure of giving is far more exciting and thrilling than receiving. The more we give and share, the more satisfaction we gets. I really admire SANTA CLAUS for his efforts. He spread LOVE to everyone. Love you, Santa:)

This year, i make a point to buy gifts for everyone in home. I spend time to shop for them. I had beautiful memories of shopping. I just walk around the mall and choose the best gift tht i can afford ( of course i consider the price and quality as well, I'm a good consumer most of the time.. hee..he..he..). I compare the prices, then the design, and most importantly make a wise decision..whether to BUY or GRIN & LEAVE  the shop ( Who says shopping is easy?). The worst situation will arise when you decide not to buy after a long conversation with the sales person especially when you make the poor girl walk around to choose the perfect size for you. But i got no choice. I'm very particular when i buy things for my family. Usually when i buy things for myself ( which hardly happens), i am very flexible and more in " WAT EVER" mood. But, when i shop for my family... i'm always precise. Hee..hee.heee. Hopes tht everyone in home will like the gift as well.

Once again, Merry Christmas... Spread love around...

Ho..Ho..Ho..

Revathee:)

 

Loneliness....

R u feeling lonely? why??? There are big difference between "being alone" and "feeling loneliness".Being alone doesn't mean tht you are feeling lonely..... even if you in the middle of crowd you can still feel lonely.

Everyone will experience loneliness at certain times. Not to worry about it. I believe it was the best time to reveal about yourself. You will understand about yourself more than any other time. 

Basically, i believe..tht this special moment is a your time with GOD. In a simple word, a dating with God!!

 You are in a very conscious moment and most importantly you in absolute silence. It is the time for your heart and soul to whisper to The Existing or The Nature. Treasure this moment. It is moment to enjoy. Let the love fill every space of our heart. Without love, nothing exists.......

“As you put into practice the qualities of patience, punctuality, sincerity, and solicitude, you will have a better opinion of the world around you”...

“As you put into practice the qualities of patience, punctuality, sincerity, and solicitude, you will have a better opinion of the world around you”;Grenville Kleiser ( American author 1868-1953). 

Punctuality.......

Yesterday had a meeting with my Prof. It supposed to be at sharp 2.00pm. But as usual, u know student.... we just start to move in at 2.03pm. So the meeting starts at 2.20pm. He highlighted the issue about being puntual. Felt the sharp poking in my ears. Argghhh..... but what he says..is TRUE. I agree to it and know about it, but the question here is " Are we practicing it?"

Me, especially are poor in punctuality. Most of the time, people have to wait for me. Ashamed yet it is the truth. Punctual is not only an habit but it is a lifestyle. Do you know why i consider myself for not being punctual? Continue reading...

"I will put my alarm at 6.30 am but only wakes up at 8.00am. Then i will plan for things but somehow it will be 10-20 mins delay. Even for lunch, i will ask my friends to wait for 5 min to complete my task, but it will take more than tht. I will say i will reach my destination in 2 min time on the phone and i will somehow take 20 min to reach there...( i felt bad writing this but it happen in my life... i don't want to cheat in my blog...i admit my mistake and I will try to improve..it is life anyway)". I don't know how to estimate time actually. I tend to neglect about the delays and problem tht might occur. For example, let say i wants to reach KL, i will estimate 20 minutes from my place. I neglect the issue of being stuck in jam or rainy days. So i supposed to say 40mins instead of saying 20min. 

I think i should practice being more PUNCTUAL... come lets change our old habits...Starts with Alarm clock first.... set at 6.30 am means..wake up at 6.30 am....hee.hee.heee:)

 

Uncle..oh...uncle:D

In this blog, i just want to share my experience i had today.... so if u are an old man....pls DON'T get offended. It is just my bad time to meet this funny creature. When we mention the word "UNCLE", what comes into our mind???? An old man who aged around 40+++. I hate when old man try to act cute in front of girls... I just feel like punching their face.
I'm staying in an apartment where we have security guards. Two weeks ago, i noticed that there was an Indian uncle who seems to be very helpful towards me and my friend. He always help us to get a parking lot and even let us to park in the visitors parking ( actually visitors parking are not for the resident, u got to leave ur license and IC there). At first, i didn't feel anything weird. But later, i started to notice him frequently. He make himself visible...by waving his hands when we past the guard house. Raising hand or shook our head while passing by guard house or security booth is a normal culture practice in Malaysia... but this is more than that. Imagine a person....quickly run outside the guard house just to see ur car and showing his entire teeth to u!!! This happen every time i pass by the guard house, in the morning and evening. My smart friend, Ong Hui Ming, always warn me about this Uncle. But i always don't take it serious, i thought she was just kidding with me. "I think he is looking at you...since u are chinese girl so he is concern about you" this is my answer to her every time she raise this issue.
But today's incident proven me wrong...Gosh!!! We parked our car in the parking lot as usual, suddenly from now where, this uncle walk towards our car. He starts his conversation with a bright smile. I try my best to cut the conversation short but it failed. He keep talking about my car..saying tht my car number plate is very lucky number. I just nod and try to walk away.... then suddenly he ask where i will be during Deepavalli. Oh my God!! " Klang" i answered him briefly... i try to walk faster to leave the place. " oh, i'm frm Klang too" he reply. Inside my heart, i'm already yelling...Who cares, UNCLE!! .. but i just dare not to say it out loud. I try my best not to react to his conversation. Suddenly, he reminds he tht his birthday is on 28 Oct... My friend, turn and look at me. I just smile and try my best to escape from that old man. I explain to my friend since she do not understand Tamil, she laughs.
I hope tht i will never see him on his birthday. I just wants to avoid him. I'm not sure whether i'm thinking too much or the uncle is a very friendly person indeed. Whatever the case, Uncle...u are an UNCLE!!! Please just treat me like a daughter nothing more... So irritating when old people try to disturb girls. Feeling so uncomfortable.......

Life:D

Have u ever seen night going?
The midnight and its song?

The sunrise and its beauty?

We are behaving almost like blind people..

In such a beautiful world, we are living in a small pond of our own misery,

Otherwise there is so much of joy all around us,

You just have to be aware of it and to be come a participant not a spectator.

Participate in the night leaving,

Participate in evening coming,

Participate in the stars,

Participate in the clouds,

Make participation in your lifestyle and whole
existence,

Enjoy every moment.... of life,
Beauty are around us only,
It is our mistake to be ignorant,
Count the blessings, and show your gratitude to GOD,
Learn, re-learn and unlearn again.
Life is beautiful.....:D

Fairytale....

'' Once upon a time, there lived a little girl, the girl is a good girl with all the good attitude( she is hard working, she is kind, she is humble, she is blaa..blaa..blaaaa )...hmmm...then she had an evil stepmother, one day a Fairy came to her, and ask for her wishes. At the end, she found her prince charming and lived HAPPILY EVER AFTER.''....... stop it!!!! Wake up, i mean wake up, Reva. This is just a fairytale. This will never happen in real world.

My little heart wander, why those fairytale exist if it will never happen to us. When i was young, i mean, when i was kid, i always have my own fantasy world. I will imagine tht i'm the character of the story i listen. I am Cinderella. i am Snow white, i am Sleeping beauty, i am Rapunzell..... hmmm the list is never ending list. Ha..ha..ha... I'm sure most of the girls have experienced what i hv gone through.The best part of these stories... are THE PRINCE CHARMING!!! It gives a hope tht true love do exists. Girls believe on prince charming, they will wait for their turn to gets their true love. Patiently waits till the gentle breeze of love touches them. Ouchh...so dramatic. Another famous ending for these stories, the prince and princess lived happily ever after. Do u think happily ever after really exists? I think no, thats y they didn't show their lifes after wedding. They were so smart to finish the stories on the wedding day ( i think the narrator well understand tht life after marriage is not called happily ever after...hee.hee.heee).

But as u grew up, we starts to leave the fantasy world. We were tied up with works, things around us, the lifestyle.....slowly we forget our fantasy world. Colourful fantasy world now changes into dim black and white real world. The pink gown change into formal slack and stripe shirt, the pumpkin chariot change into Perdua Viva car, the singing bird change into Radio FM, the castle change into single storey house......... things change completely. This is life!! Changes are permanent.

Fairytale is just a dreamland. It gives us hope and entertainment. It develop girl's creativity. But real world is for REAL. In real world, we have to be alert...no fairies or gobblin will help us, we have to help ourselves. We have to grab all the opportunities and move forward. Hard work will pay off one day. To all the girls out there, leave your fairy land, live our real world. There will be no prince charming coming on white horse to rescue us when we 're in danger, we are the one have to safe our lives.. bye bye..Fairytale.

Determination......

In 1883, a creative engineer named John Roebling was inspired by an idea to build a spectacular bridge connecting New York with the Long Island. However bridge building experts throughout the world thought that this was an impossible feat and told Roebling to forget the idea. It just could not be done. It was not practical. It had never been done before.

Roebling could not ignore the vision he had in his mind of this bridge. He thought about it all the time and he knew deep in his heart that it could be done. He just had to share the dream with someone else. After much discussion and persuasion he managed to convince his son Washington, an up and coming engineer, that the bridge in fact could be built.

Working together for the first time, the father and son developed concepts of how it could be accomplished and how the obstacles could be overcome. With great excitement and inspiration, and the headiness of a wild challenge before them, they hired their crew and began to build their dream bridge.

The project started well, but when it was only a few months underway a tragic accident on the site took the life of John Roebling. Washington was injured and left with a certain amount of brain damage, which resulted in him not being able to walk or talk or even move.

"We told them so."
"Crazy men and their crazy dreams."
"It`s foolish to chase wild visions."

Everyone had a negative comment to make and felt that the project should be scrapped since the Roeblings were the only ones who knew how the bridge could be built. In spite of his handicap Washington was never discouraged and still had a burning desire to complete the bridge and his mind was still as sharp as ever.

He tried to inspire and pass on his enthusiasm to some of his friends, but they were too daunted by the task. As he lay on his bed in his hospital room, with the sunlight streaming through the windows, a gentle breeze blew the flimsy white curtains apart and he was able to see the sky and the tops of the trees outside for just a moment.

It seemed that there was a message for him not to give up. Suddenly an idea hit him. All he could do was move one finger and he decided to make the best use of it. By moving this, he slowly developed a code of communication with his wife.

He touched his wife's arm with that finger, indicating to her that he wanted her to call the engineers again. Then he used the same method of tapping her arm to tell the engineers what to do. It seemed foolish but the project was under way again.

For 13 years Washington tapped out his instructions with his finger on his wife's arm, until the bridge was finally completed. Today the spectacular Brooklyn Bridge stands in all its glory as a tribute to the triumph of one man's indomitable spirit and his determination not to be defeated by circumstances. It is also a tribute to the engineers and their team work, and to their faith in a man who was considered mad by half the world. It stands too as a tangible monument to the love and devotion of his wife who for 13 long years patiently decoded the messages of her husband and told the engineers what to do.

Perhaps this is one of the best examples of a never-say-die attitude that overcomes a terrible physical handicap and achieves an impossible goal.

Often when we face obstacles in our day-to-day life, our hurdles seem very small in comparison to what many others have to face. The Brooklyn Bridge shows us that dreams that seem impossible can be realised with determination and persistence, no matter what the odds are.

Even the most distant dream can be realized with determination and persistence.

So, ask yourself what is stoping you from your dream? Don't worry what people around you say, what is the most important thing is...What your heart says... Trust your inner voice.

Ways to handle STRESS.....

Stress out is something very common in ones life. I'm sure very one had been stressed out, and if someone is proudly saying tht he /she never been stressed out.... watchout him/her, they are GREAT LIERS!!!! Alrite, the issue is how to handle it? Like it or not, we hv to go through it, so lets face it in a more matured way.


Unmatured ways of handling stress, ('' I think''):
1. Shout and yell at everyone.
2. Sit and cry in toilets ( until a long queue waits outside)
3. Quarel with siblings for silly things.
4. Speed on roads.
5. Cursing all the drivers on the road.... especially the car infront of urs ( some even worst,they will just overtake and show vulgar sign).
6. Keep complaining about others ( as those the whole world is taking revenge on him)



MY ways of handling stress:
1. Try to think positive ( ya.... i know it is not easy but it help to save the condition).
2. Eat......... especially chocolate ( although u gain weight, but still, u can reduce ur stress... u lost something, to gain something:)) ha..ha..ha..).
3. Listen to music.... a good ones, not the one which can make ur head spin.
4. Watch funny videos in YOUTUBE.
5. Sleep...( i know it is difficult to shut ur mind when ur stress, ur subconscious mind will keep thinking about the incident tht make u stress, BUT give a try.... TRY ur Best to SLEEP).
6. Analyse about the condition so it won't repeat again.
7. Wash dishes. ( Trust me, this really helps me a lot. Whenever i'm stressed in lab, i will quickly go into washing room and wash all the glass beaker and lab equipment.)
8. Write blog just like what i'm doing now (don't care whether others are reading or not, just write to release tension..ha..ha..ha..)

Basically, everyone has their own way of handling stress. Watever way is it, just do it. It is better for urs to control the stress rather thn letting it to control us. And for women, it is absolutely OK to cry... but don't cry too much laa. Get rid off the tears, and figure out how to solve the problem. Don't use tears to win a situation, PLS use brains. Solution is more important than emotion.

AGE IS JUST NUMBER......:)

I have successfully celebrated quarter of century this year. Happy coz had been in this beatiful world for 25 years already but at the same time sad coz i'm getting old. u know....women's fear of getting old; wrinkles around the eyes, dry skin, monopause, white hairs, teeth drops....ussshhhh.... cann't imagine. The worst quote describing women's age is " Men's life starts at 40, while Women's expire at the age of 40". Arghhhhhhh................

But this is not i want for sure. I want to have a graceful aging. Do u know wat is meaning of graceful aging.....? Graceful ageing means for a beautiful and soothing proceess of aging. We will accept the truth we r getting old and take the process easily and comfortable. It also means that u will be in the mood of steady and calm.
Complicating?.... ok let me put it simple so tht everyone will hv a picture of wat is graceful aging.

'Have u seen, old lady taking her morning walk in the park at 7am? She will smile and greet everyone who passes by her, her face will be looking calm and just like in deep thought.If u ask her what she wants, her answer will be simple. She will ask for happiness of her family. She will reply, " I'm old ready, i don't want anything, i'm waiting for my time to go back to GOD"..., ths is an example of graceful ageing'.

Old age people who lead life without depending on others, who can show unconditional love to everyone (including their daughter in law), who give advise wisely, who teach the whole family the meaning of cultures and tradision are the one having graceful ageing. If i were given a chance to lead another 25 years in my life(i will be 50 years old then).., i wish i will lead my golden age with gracefully.

How to attained these graceful ageing? It is simple. Gain knowledge as much as u can. Don't close the door of learning in ur life coz learning is a life long process. Spend your time, reading good books. Reading books is much much better than watching tv serial at the old age. Old age is beatifull period in our life, where we were given temporary visa by GOD to make unperfect life to be little more perfect. Once the call from GOD arrived, you have to leave the world no matter what happen.It is just like, the climax of movie, the value of the whole movie is condensed more to last chapther. Old age is also like the last chapter of our life story. Treasure it.

When u meet failure, it doesn't mean God is punishing u... but he is trying to mould to realise him and pull u close..

So long i did not write blogs. But i make a point to write this time, this is the only tool i use to let go my stress and disappointment. I don't care whether people r going to read or not, but the most important thing is i feel better aft writing it.. Hee..hee.heee:)

Recently, things are not happening according to wat i hv plan. Although many says, this is wat people call research all about. I still couldn't take it.

I'm putting blame on myself wen things r not happening acording wat hv planned. The truth is i don't hv much time. I need to hv result on my experiment.

At many times, i try to think positive, but certain time i am down too. One thing for sure, all this hard time is making me to be a more strong person. Oh God!! Pls show compassion on me.

'Once' is life's responsibility. To make it 'Always' is man's responsibility.

Once I heard, “If I have to ask 'why me' for all my troubles, then shouldn't I also be asking 'why me' for all my blessings. If the focus is on the shadow, then you are missing the sunshine. Either you are seeing the stars, or the mud. No denying the thorns, but don't miss the roses.” Ever since, I have only counted my blessings and with that strength faced my troubles. In fact, ever since, even troubles seem to be the doors to what eventually turns out to be a blessing. I can't expect somebody to keep on reminding me, every time I face a trouble, 'Hey, your life is a blessing’.
I do need a force outside of me to cause the realisation. But then, it is up to me to either let the realisation pass by me as a fleeting 'Wow!' moment, or live an 'ever since transformed life' based on that realisation. Christ and Krishna cannot keep on keeping up with us. Messengers come once. Messages have to live through us always.
The secret is to make a once-realisation, an always-realisation.
(source from Frozen thought)

Life Sucks>>>>

Sometimes...... i can feel that my life is very out of control. At a second, i feel like a hero...the next moment i feel like a zero..... ..
I always plan things... but end up disaster.. I just wish i can control my life fully. So long i life is on a dark side, i fed up ready. I want to have a good sleep,, a long laugh,,, a good meal..... aahhhhhh!!!!!!!